Today is the 20th July 2009 and i must say what a fruitful weekend i had last Saturday . I saw a yellow lambo with wings . I wonder if it can flab and fly off . O_o

Just jokin . . . it's just a nice body kit that's all . =)

And to my main topic for this post, clubbin at ARENA last weekend ! Damn it was fun and excitin .

Blur photos, shaky hands, apologies .

Live performers are western blacks, and they're good . =)

With one of the performers, does she look like Rihanna ? I think she does ! And the guy behind me is the DJ .

With DJ .

With another DJ .

3-litre Chivas, finished 7/10 of it at the end .

Our table of glasses of drinks, at the VIP area .

Lastly, tryin to look seducive but obviously i failed . What i gain from this clubbing session ? Hot dance with a girl and she kissed me on the lips, not what i wanted of course, but i'm happy to kiss her back outta fun . Well, like i always said, it's a whole new experience ! =)

Took a taxi home and slept at 7am when the sun rises . So hope i can finish all my projects because i'm left with 3 weeks to club .

I'm going to NE Show this comin Saturday, then off to St James again . Weekly clubbin rocks ! ! ~

Bon nuitt . B)

Today is the 16th July 2009 . New top photo for my blog !

And i need comments on that for sure . Do you think it's nice ? There're more on my FaceBook account, and do comment there .

The makeover was initially meant for dear, but i tagged along wanting to watch how it's done . Ended up, the consultant asked me to have to makeover done together .

So yay to makeover . =)

The consultants were super friendly and out-going, so is the make up artists and photographer . One of the photographer, Elias, is very professional . He's in charge at taking our gothic makeover shots . Another one is beach wear, very common in my opinion, nothing special . Hmm . Comments please, thank you . =)

We went at 2pm, and everything only ended around 7pm . I missed company law re-test but it's totally worth it . =) . I enjoyed everything, and see how handsome my love can actually become . Had laughs, everything was so pleasant and enjoyable .

So before i left, i took pictures with the consultant .

Jo, me and Sharon . =) . I so wanna go back again soon .

Remember there're other photos at my FaceBook account, do check it out and leave a comment because i need ideas for my wedding shoot . =) .

Today is the 14th July 2009 . I should say i'm pretty impressed by what love alone can do .

Realized i haven't log in my Friendster account for quite some time, so this morning, i signed in . I took a look at the updates list and saw one of my car friend's display picture . He had his car decals changed, from something very sporty to a less sporty look, and his marital status back to single .

We were good friends, though we don't talk anymore .

And this is what he said in his friendster blog :

"There are two days in every week, about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back Yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. We cannot erase a single word we said.

Yesterday is gone forever.

The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and its poor performance. Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow’s sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to be born.

This leaves only one day, Today. Any person can fight the battle of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities Yesterday and Tomorrow that we break down. It is not the experience of Today that drives a person mad, it is the remorse or bitterness of something which happened Yesterday and the dread of what Tomorrow may bring. Let us, therefore, live but one day at a time. "

I read, kept quiet for a moment, shut my laptop and went ahead to school .

Back home, i switched on my laptop again, surfed, and saw another friend of mine on Facebook who wrote this :

"应该是恋爱了。
我觉得幸福了。。。

他不是我心中理想的男人。
但，我却莫名的爱上了他。

这就是爱吗？
让我失去理智？

有人说怎么有一个爱我的男人，我不要？

因为，爱。
爱让我觉得一切都不那么重要了。
即使住组屋。
即使驾着我的小车。
即使可能一辈子打工。
只要俩人携手，也能打造一个天地。

爸爸说我被爱情触电到了。

爱，是多么奇妙的！
我感觉好幸福！
看看我们幸福的照片。。。"

And she ended off with a picture of her kissing her current boyfriend .

So then i thought, how powerful love is . Having the ability to change us human's life with almost immediate effect . From being a happy person, to someone ever so sad and lonely, lost his original character, from being a normal single lady working her life away, to someone so happy sleeping with smiles on her face .

As yet, i still couldn't define this very word, and break it down to truly understand what it means, to love someone . All i know is there're some people around me i can't live without, and i would use my life to save theirs', no matter what happens, even if it is to die a slow torturous death .

May god bless all .

Today is the 14th July 2009 . I'm reporting live at my room right here right now at 8.27am . Woke up at 6.30am to get my tutorials done, so i'm kinda awake . And i was reading my own blog when i realized i forgot to add to my previous post .

1. Was clubbing that night when an unknown guy came up to me . He has brown spiky hairstyle and is shorter than me, look up to me and said something like, 'you were at Rebel that night too right?' . I was kinda shocked why someone would just walk up and speak directly without a hi or a smile . So i asked him back if i knew him . And he just walked off . Zzz . People can get really crazy i know .

2. I can't help but realize how come there's an increasing number of MALAYS at powerhouse ! I thought they're not allowed to drink and wear revealing sexy clothes but i see so many of them . It's really sickening because i was dancing that night and a malay guy, who is also shorter than me, tried to hook me up . And on top of the fact that he's not handsome at all . My god, what's happenin to the world ? ! Can i ask all malays to stay out of the clubs please .

Hmmm . Tuesday . Three more days to weekend . =) .

Channel News Choa Chu Kang, Chantel Anna Smith .

Today is the 13th July 2009 . Monday is always a headache for me this semester because my legs and heart are always begging not to attend school . The main reason is because first class is at 8am looking at a glum tutor face with 90% critics . So i rather skip, and i skipped today, so yeah .

Last weekend was fun ! And now i thought clubbing with lesser friends could be fun too . One, because you wouldn't neglect the rest . Two, it's more lively when there're lesser people . Three, just more fun and you wouldn't be worried about spaces and where to put drinks . =)

So last Saturday, i went clubbing with 3 other SGC forum friends . It was definitely cool .

Yan Zhang refuses to take pictures . He left early by the way, because he's a sit back drink and chill kinda guy, not drink and dance hardcore kinda guy . Too bad . =/

Kai Xiang also refuses to take pictures . Hmm . Why are guys so shy ?

Only Raymond is okay with pictures, but erm, he's adjusting his spectacles to look better .

There you go .

Ugly me with him .

After drinking lotsa different pours, finally they get a bit high and allow pictures, but sadly i wasn't high yet .

Kai Xiang and ugly me .

Okay, you see the crazy girl in the photo ? Because i drank vodka redbull, burbum coke ( from Raymond's jug ), whisky coke ( from Yan Zhang's jug ), one and a bit more glass of tiger and Hennessy that night . Phew, never had such many mix of alcohols at one go before, think my skin's gonna get so dry !

But then again, it was really a fun night after so many times of clubbing .

Moving on from clubbing . . . i reached home around 5am and knocked out straight within one minute after i laid on the bed . I heard dear tried to wake me up but i waved him away . LOL . Sorry, too tired .

But i was awake at 11am with surprise . =) . Prepared to go out for lunch and dear showed me something .

Congratulations, encik Ong . Staff Terence or you like is Staff Ong ? =) .

And we had pasta at Pizza Hut before going to East Coast Park for cycling .

Rent the bikes for two hours and we cycle a lot, of course, there were so many bikes on Sunday i overtook them all and cycled pass them . Slow people . . . tsk .

Returned the bikes at 6.30pm and we went to the seaside to feel the wind because the wind is strong . And someone took a picture of me secretly . Pervert .

And lastly, i'm proud to announce, my fiance and i . =)

I look forward to another weekend because i love weekends .

I skipped all classes today . Zzz . HAHA !

AU VOIR ! ! ~

Today is the 11th July 2009 . I've been reading XiaXue's blog recently, and i can't help but agree with her in many aspects . She once twitterred something like she'd quit reading a blog if the first three entries are sad and emotional . I think i would too . So, i guess i wouldn't blog even two in a row .

Anyway, more photos . No idea why but recently i wanna take more photos, might as well blog about it . =) .

Last class on Friday and the clique and i was waiting for the classroom to be vacated when we saw many drivers and their parking skills, so i told myself i wanna learn my parking with all my attention and energy .

Just look at the photo below and see how many cars are parked slant !

Top right hand corner : Pink swift and silver wish is slant .

Bottom right corner : Sunny .

Bottom middle : Mazda 3 and impreza .

I hope i can master parking .

Next up . Class started with a pictionary game and we were split into two groups . First group ( my group ) named ourselves 'smart alec's' and the other cheeky group name themselves 'megan fox's body' . So our tutor laughed and tried to draw an hour glass next to their name .

First up to draw is Nathan . His word is 'agent' and he tried to draw something like what you saw in the picture .

Than after some turns, Amanda got 'ultra vires' and she drew something like this . Lol .

It's all for company law by the way . And i was told i failed company law paper and had to take the re-test if i wanna . Hmm . I'm numb to it . And when i thought i'll fail my FACC, i got a just pass . So it's even now . =)

Yeah, so that's it for today . Going clubbing tonight so i'm gonna finish my GBE presentation . =) . Au voir .

Today is the 9th July 2009 . Long day at school, but ! Always a but huh, but something interesting happened .

Food stall at Singapore Polytechnic School of Business Foodcourt 6 on fire . Lol . I was sitting right in front, just enough to take the photo below, well, i was guilty i didn't help, but the fire wasn't big so i thought i'll just watch and hope it doesn't blast and disfigure me . While the clique and me was watching the 'show', we notice some funny stuffs . Okay, if you can't see the fire, it's actually where the white arrow is pointing, and i made a yellow circle because as you can see, people are trying to deal with a fire and they're telling jokes laughing . How bad !

Then Khng turned and looked and she burst out laughing because there's a couple standing right in front of the stall hugging each other while the fire is going on . Haha ! So i replied her they're just watching fireworks .

So, yeah, the fire went off after that of course, else i wouldn't be here typing .

And some random pictures i took today because, well, yeah, class was boring . But it wasn't just me, so did Shirley and Nathan because they were playing chopsticks when they were sitting on the first row in class . LOL . Bad students !

Notice what was on the middle of the book in front of Shirley ? Looks like a mini hot dog bun doesn't it . Haha . It is a hot dog bun actually, but a fake .

Because it's just a thumb drive after all .

Yeah, when you're hungry could just break it into half and share . Alright, gotta shower now . Au voir .

Today is the 8th July 2009 .

I got this sudden gush to learn Spanish . Yeah .

And i feel like going shopping tonight . Should i go ? I wanna go alone . Because i know no one wanna do late tonight .

Sigh . Whatever .

I don't know if this is whatever shit mental problem, but whenever i feel angry or very fed-up, or for most of the time, not allowed to do what i wanna do, i starve myself to express my unhappiness .

I used to say out all the things that i dislike or am angry with, but soon i realise that my words made impact on some people and 80% of the times, breaks out into disagreement and quarrelling . So i resort to keeping quiet about what i'm angry with, and stop eating for a long time until i find that i'm going very weak . Because i can really find no other ways to blow my anger on .

I just don't understand why men can't see through 80% of what women wants .

Today is the 3rd July 2009 . Even though all those tests were way over, somehow, i don't seem as free as i thought i'd be .

I do what i was told to do, i do what the flow does, and i even got nothing much to think about in my head, i switched on my laptop and wonder which web do i go next . Literally, i have to think hard to get my days passed despite my tests are over . Perhaps, i'm too bored . Things that i like to do, i wanna do, i'll just have to hide it away because i can't do it . What i'm left to do right now, is to complete my studies and go to work .

I miss walking alone at 3am . Or is it the old memories days that i miss ?

Today is the 1st July 2009 - Singapore Armed Forces Day . Happy SAF day, my dear, and happy anniversary for us being together . But despite that, we can't kinda celebrate it because he's busy with his day and i'm busy with exams .

3 down, 2 more to go, and after tomorrow 5pm i shall be happy again . Wish me luck .

More redbull and off to revision . Au voir .

Today is the 25th June 2009 .

I've wasted my day . Doing nothing facing the screen .

Lethargic . Or rather been emotional today .

Few days ago, i went to OPPS! website and just happen to struck me why wouldn't they hold the freshmen party at St. James . So i went to send a mail .

From: Chantel Smith <ann_tay03@hotmail.com>
Date: 2009/6/22
Subject: just askin
To: fizh@weareoops.com


any chances next school reopen party will be at st james ?

And i got a reply today from the lecturer .

Hi Chantel

We have not decided where to hold the Freshmen party next year but we will take into account that you would like to have it at St James. Any other suggestions?

cheers
fairuz

Fairuz S A Rahman
Lecturer
School of Communication, Arts and Social Sciences
Singapore Polytechnic

So i replied back :

great . because the floor is big at powerhouse and the audio sure makes it hip . other suggestions....hmmm...try and make it on a day where there's no school the next day . zouk this year is great but too bad on a thurs .

opps rock actually .

so rock on .

rgds,
devil

Surprisingly, i got an almost immediate reply .

Hi Chantel

Thanks for the suggestion. We would love to make it when there's no school for the next day, unfortunately that means it's eiher a friday or saturday and clubs don't allow us to have private events then as it is their money making day. We will however try!

Thanks for your compliment for Oops!

Are you called Chantel and can I check what school you're from?

Perhaps you'll like to join us an organise events! Let me know.

cheers
fairuz

And, i gave it another shot .

Money making day ... i get it . Try for powerhouse...it's a magnet to lotsa teen like us . Yeah, i'm Chantel...from Business school .

Well, if i join the team i wouldn't be able to enjoy the party, would i ?

What's the benefit of joining the team ?

rgds,

clubber

And another reply .

Hahaha yeah we actually were gonna have it at Powerhouse the first time, but we pulled out at the last minute because of problems with powers that be.

You can enjoy the party from a different angle because you are organising it!

CCA points, meeting lotsa cool sponsors, people, organising cool events and be around cool Oops! team.

cheers
fairuz

Kinda get the fun e-mailing lecturer with different sign off names . =) . Hmm, haven't got a reply yet . Will update when he does . LOL . Am i being naughty ?

Today is the 24th June 2009 .

I really don't know why men can be so stupid at times . . . or is it just me being over sensitive ? Men . M E N . They like to control their women, but hate to be controlled . They want their woman to stop talking to other men, stop hanging with other men, stop flirting with any man and only only go out with him, even if their woman goes out with girlfriends she can't go pubs or clubs because once they do, he gets upset or angry . M E N . They want their women to tell them where she goes, who she goes with, what they do, what time they end, bla bla bla and every single thing .

Just one thing to remind you M E N before i continue, we ain't your dogs .

So what happens if you realize when M E N have their own time ? Well, if we women don't ask, they ain't gonna tell . So when you ask, yeah, they tell . They tell you where they are, but don't tell you where they're heading next or what they are gonna do next . Basically, they don't tell you ever what exactly is going on as clear as we 'report' to them . And who are they hanging out with ? Oh the answer is always the same isn't it ? They'll say oh just some colleagues . No names who they are or whatsoever .

I just wanna say i'm so sick of this, so sick of men sometimes i'm sure i can live without one . This controlling issue . . . i've seen it everywhere, around me, my friends, and yeah i think it applies to me too .

I tell you everything willingly and as when you asked because i trust you that you'll do the same to me . But it seems that you've broke this trust i gave you .